MY thoughts

What is love? What is true love with a significant other? As I sit here and write this I just want you to know that there were no notes taken on this topic prior to writing this, it is coming straight from my heart, my experiences and true feelings about the topic. Love to me is a feeling of uncontrollable emotion regardless of thought. Although many say that our brain communicates with all the other organs in our body, the heart is rather a more complicated one to swallow. You can't always communicate with your heart through your thoughts, it has a processor of its own. I think Love goes beyond your heart, it digs deep down into your soul which is something that is usually unexplainable and comes from the universe or God, if you believe in one. As Alan Watts, a well known philosopher once said.... " love is a mystical experience and only very few get to experience it." We as humans do crazy things for love. I'm talking about the "crazy, can't live wi...

Before I even start to write this story let me just say that you CANNOT make this shit up LOL! This is 100% true story! So I met guy on a dating app, he seemed decent so I gave him my number and we decided to chat via txt. However he looked familiar but I didn't know from where. I have good face recognition memory so I knew I was not mistaken. Anyhow,we set up a date but he did seem a bit off as every sentence followed with an "lol" usually a pretty immature characteristic. Anyhow we set up a date to go to dinner. He text me the day of the day and said "Tonight is the night lol" I thought well that was a bit awkward but fine I'll just go along with it. So I replied and said cool see you at 7:30. His response "cant wait to me you." I get to the restaurant and he is already there, he even text me to let me know where he is sitting so I can find him. I sit down and tell him " oh this is a cute spot, I've never been here before" mind ...

The other day I randomly stumbled across a great new show on Amazon called " The Marvelous Mrs. Maisel" It's an amazon original and had a 9/10 rating with over 500 reviews which I thought was impressive. In case you didn't know Amazon actually operates quite differently from Netflix when it comes to originals. They only release one episode as opposed to an entire season to see reviews. I believe this is smarter and definitely more cost effective. Just imagine the cost of one episode is way less than an entire flopping season. Once they see the feedback from the first episode which is sort of the pilot they then either pick up the show for a season or 2 or move onto the next one. Luckily, this show in particular was picked up for 2 seasons and comes out on November 29th, 2017. I highly recommend checking it out! It's about a lovely young Jewish woman who is smart, intelligent and just super woman who then gets dumped by her husband despite all her over the top ...

I'm not sure where this is going to go but I just know that I want to write. A million things go thru my mind daily. Some positive, some negative, thoughts about my new year, the goals I want to achieve, the target I want to have, my love life, my family problems, my friends, my future, my problems that I want to solve. Sometimes I'm motivated and want to do the best for myself and at times just by seeing one small thing or hearing something that can disappoint me and I lose my focus. Same way one tiny incident or a few caring words from someone even a stranger can pick me back up and throw me back on the train of motivation. It all depends on your surrounding and the people you choose to have with you on the path to a brighter future. It's difficult cutting certain people out of your life but at times its the only choice you have to have a better life. Starting the new year thats one of my resolutions to keep only the positive people around and get rid of all those who a...