MY thoughts

I haven't written a blog in a really long time. Why ? I'm not sure or where this one will go I'm not sure about either. Lately I've been thinking of how mentally things have changed for me. Every day I realize more and more that I'm becoming a woman, a grown up. Is it scary? yes! The more I think about it the more mind boggling it becomes. I'm going to be 25 by the end of the year and I have yet to establish a career and quit my bullshit jobs that get my bills paid and actually find something that I truly love and enjoy. It's also time to let go of the past loves and move forward with the new and fresh start. I want to find true love instead of being in love with a lie as I was in the past. I was in a situation of make believe of something that wasn't real. I'm now ready to fall in love again and actually pursue a serious relationship that has potential for longevity, involves respect and most of all meet someone that will love me for who I am. I c