Isn't it funny how most people prefer to read personal blogs and are more interested in the drama and the gossip than anything else? I was debating all day today whether I should write a personal blog about my feelings and or what I'm thinking as of today and decided to go for it. As in the past it might have hurt some people and or got me in some trouble. But this is purely about my thoughts. Recently I have experienced some lows in my life and I noticed that it happens through out life and you begin to grow and discover more about yourself every day of your life. Some people enter your life while others exit, some interests replace old ones, some feelings develop as others disappear, so on and so forth. At this point in my life I feel disconnected from a several people in my life. It can go both ways, It may be me and how I feel or it may be the other person depending on what your preferences are in different situations. One thing is for sure, you cant expect people to have the same exact values on certain type of things as you do because then all you will be is disappointed for the most part. One has to find a balance in life with everything. If there is no balance shit becomes really hard to deal with.
Romance is a big part of love, so is connection, chemistry and that spark you feel between yourself and your mate or even someone from your past or your future. Love is a feeling that each person can characterize as their own, but when you feel it together w another person is unexplainable. Why does love hurt yet feel so good at the same time? Its the big question we all ask ourselves its like having a thin line between love and hate and pain and healing. It can change in a second, a minute, an hour, a week or even last a lifetime. I feel like these days love is very political and it kills the romance and that spark that you may have w person. Money, values, who supports who female vs. Male, who has more money, what house does one live in. If we throw all those things out the window can you imagine how amazing love would be if it was just PURE and the feeling only came from the ♡. Are we just afraid of honesty? Are we afraid to let our feelings flow? Or are we afraid of getting hur...
I feel u- but even though we don't speak on a daily basis I still hold u as my good friend - some people u converse with on a daily weekly monthly and so on- nuttin but love for u hun :)
ReplyDeleteThanks Donnell, I truly appreciate you taking the time out to not only read my post but to also comment on it. I feel the same. Once you earn respect for someone and continue with it it doesnt matter how far or close you are it will always remain there.
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