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Random Thoughts....

I haven't blogged in so long that I don't even know where to begin. I have so many thoughts and ideas I'd love to share with everyone.

First off lets start with some books. If you haven't yet read Valley of the Dolls, one of the biggest  classics out there you most definitely have too. It's one of the most amazing books I've read. It's about a couple of girls starting up in NYC in the entertainment world and then moving to LA and back and their trials and tribulations with the industry, relationships both professional and personal as well as drug addictions in the 1940's . It's an amazing fast read and I recommend it to any modern girl especially if you live in LA or NY or are around ppl who are in the same business. Another book I just started reading is called Fifth Avenue, 5 A.M. a book about Audrey Hepburn, so far so good.

Movies, lets see the best one I've probably seen lately is Social Network which I'm sure a lot of you also agree wit…

Lately.....

I haven't written a blog in a really long time. Why ? I'm not sure or where this one will go I'm not sure about either. Lately I've been thinking of how mentally things have changed for me. Every day I realize more and more that I'm becoming a woman, a grown up. Is it scary? yes! The more I think about it the more mind boggling it becomes. I'm going to be 25 by the end of the year and I have yet to establish a career and quit my bullshit jobs that get my bills paid and actually find something that I truly love and enjoy. It's also time to let go of the past loves and move forward with the new and fresh start. I want to find true love instead of being in love with a lie as I was in the past. I was in a situation of make believe of something that wasn't real. I'm now ready to fall in love again and actually pursue a serious relationship that has potential for longevity, involves respect and most of all meet someone that will love me for who I am.

I ca…

Spread LOVE

Romance is a big part of love, so is connection, chemistry and that spark you feel between yourself and your mate or even someone from your past or your future.
Love is a feeling that each person can characterize as their own, but when you feel it together w another person is unexplainable.
Why does love hurt yet feel so good at the same time? Its the big question we all ask ourselves its like having a thin line between love and hate and pain and healing. It can change in a second, a minute, an hour, a week or even last a lifetime.
I feel like these days love is very political and it kills the romance and that spark that you may have w person. Money, values, who supports who female vs. Male, who has more money, what house does one live in. If we throw all those things out the window can you imagine how amazing love would be if it was just PURE and the feeling only came from the ♡. Are we just afraid of honesty? Are we afraid to let our feelings flow? Or are we afraid of getting hu…

A Story of a Survivor's Art... Documentary I produced w amazing classmates back in 2008

Please take a moment and check out this amazing 10 min documentary about an extra ordinary artist, I promise it will touch you like nothing ever did before. Enjoy


It is Irving Belfer's tragic past that has made him who he is today. He is a fun loving, joke making, 92 year old man who loves showing off what he is capable of doing. Much like a child, Mr. Belfer reaches out to those who will listen.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2qAlVdP2hjs

MATRYOSHKA

Check out my friend's blogsite MATRYOSHKA for Fashion!!!! and her interview on ME :)
ItsARussianDoll.blogspot.com !!!!! Support her and read read read! Interesting stuff!

Just About Me....

I'm 24. I love to love and be loved. I think in weird ways. I love fashion. I love art. I'm an artist. Art fuels my heart. I like to read. I'm creative. I'm independent. A Workaholic. I do my own mani & pedi. I hate putting on lotion. I've only been in love once. When I love, I give my all. I'm want to be successful. I'm not family oriented, although I'd like to be. My dog is one of the only living things that keeps me sane. I live on my own. I'm not in debt. I hate summer. Music expresses me. I love performing arts. I miss dance and the 10 yrs of time I've put into it. I want to write a book. I love my friends. I don't have any enemies. I've sinned. I pray. I'm not really religious, but I believe in G-d. I've finished school, undergrad. I hate my jobs. I want to eventually get married. I love to imagine in different ways. I think I'm unique. I can be nice, but I'm more of a bitch. I can't tolerate stupid people. …

Secrets/Lies.

Secrets...I don't even know where to begin. I guess I have encountered some secrets that were kept from me and lied about. What I'm trying to say is that no matter how long you keep a secret it will always and in most instances slip out somewhere somehow. Lets start with the fact that if its about a friend and you're hiding something from them that will affect perhaps your friendship with that person, it is almost in all cases better to be honest about it and tell the TRUTH, then lie knowing that most likely you won't get away with it. The incident that I came across might be relevant to what I'm writing about but I just don't care enough to write all about it and go into detail since I had to deal with it for the last couple hours which was a complete waste of my time. Lets just say when you have a secret that you want to keep to yourself and its def. important not to share it with someone then by all means keep your mouth shut. But if for any reason you belie…

remember YOU!

It's very important to take care of yourself and remember to always make ME time. No matter what happens its all about how you feel in the end of the day and if you forget to take care of yourself no one else will. Taking care of yourself can include anything from doing your nails and hair for the ladies, playing ball and shaving for the gents, to just keeping clean, dressing appropriately, reading, listening to things you like, eating right, exercising, etc. No one else will do these things for you but YOU, something to keep in mind!
What you do for yourself reflects on your mood, and the way others perceive you, which isn't really that important always its really how you feel inside out that really matters. Don't forget to make time for yourself and what you want in life. Whether in a relationship or single you can't forget about yourself. I know it gets tough when one is in a relationship its hard to remember about yourself and find time for  what I like to refer to …